A few years ago, when I decided to bleach a strip of my dark hair white, I had no intentions other than to see my own reflection as different from that of the girl who was with my ex. I'd never once imagined that the small change in color would be interpreted as rebellion (other … Continue reading Streaks
I follow a couple of online media outlets to keep up with Asian American-specific news. This year, I noticed a strange pattern. At the very beginning of 2017, I was surprised to see violence against an 83-year-old Asian woman on my newsfeed. Strange that anyone would hurt an elderly woman, and an Asian/Asian American one at that. … Continue reading Violence is intergenerational
Whether you immigrated when you were 12, were born in the U.S., or came over so early you barely remember your birth country, none of that matters. We all know the drill, the "ching chong, chink" slurs thrown at you in the school hallways, the assumption that you're from China, the guessing game that follows if … Continue reading to love a self
I love you so much. I want these to be one of the first words you ever hear because I was not brave enough to exchange them with my own mother until I was 18. I will try my best to raise you with Vietnamese. I know that at times you may not find it something to … Continue reading Dear Daughter,
There are some really great writings on anti-Blackness in Asian and Asian American communities that reassure me I'm not alone in my thoughts and experiences. This is one of my favorites. (I love the author; seriously- go read more of Kim Tran's stuff.) I would also recommend this article that better explains the link between the model … Continue reading Why appropriate?
A lot of people have been asking me why I don't like Austin. Even my partner (until I explained it to him through quite a few tears) thought I was being overdramatic. And, I mean, I get it. It's a green city, it's pretty, there's lots to do, the music scene is great, it's "progressive." … Continue reading Projections
In a recent conversation with a friend, I told them that it feels like "I'm a Jungle Asian disguised as a Fancy Asian." That is to say, I have a complicated relationship with class within my own ethnicity on top of an already complicated relationship with race, as I am neither black or brown, nor … Continue reading Jungle Asians, Fancy Asians, and the Space Betwix and Between